Here are past interviews of artists that have signings at Soldato Books & Records.

Mia Guzzo: Could you introduce yourself to readers who may just be discovering your work?

Joshua Becker: I've been writing and editing professionally for well over a decade and my writing has appeared through multiple genres, including creative nonfiction, journalism, business writing, and academic curriculum. I've written and edited for magazines, newspapers, business newsletters, and websites. I also help authors edit and publish books. In addition to my writing pursuits, I've taught elementary Spanish for nearly 25 years. Although I have a plethora of writing and editing experience, Soul Mission is my debut novel. I'm humbled that it's already received multiple awards from the Eric Hoffer Book Awards Committee, five-star review from Readers' Favorite Book Reviews, and dozens of rave reviews on Amazon.

MG: So as you mentioned how you've written and edited many pieces across many different genres, mediums, [and how] you've been teaching for many years. What was different about publishing your debut novel?

JB: That's a good question. From the beginning of the writing process until publication, Soul Mission took 10 years to complete; although I pour an immense amount of time and effort into every piece that I write and edit, none of them took nearly as long. So, as the process was longer, so too was what I call the roller coaster effect: a lot of ups and downs of editing and writing, rejections and the triumphs of having it published by a publisher. There was certainly a lot of grit and perseverance that it took-- more so than other pieces I've written.

MG: While we're on the topic, how would you describe your novel, Soul Mission?

JB: Soul Mission combines multiple genres. There's magical realism, historical fiction, spirituality, and coming of age. The main character, Ephraim, is relatable to the reader. The protagonist is not some larger-than-life figure. He's not some sports star or famous personality--he's a normal workaday guy experiencing a midlife crisis. Ephraim attempts to work on his issues through spiritual stocktaking, which, in part, leads to traveling to past lives and meeting notable historical figures. While Ephraim largely examines spirituality from the lens of Judaism, what's unique about Soul Mission is that it is intended for a mainstream audience, for a reader from any walk of life and from any background, religious or otherwise.

MG: Soul Mission follows many different jumps through time. How did you pick these specific events?

JB: That's a good question [and] there's various answers to it. So as part of my author talk, I'll explain that sometimes topics find the writer rather than the writer finding the topic. In other words, I did not always pick and choose a specific era or historical event for a particular reason. In some cases, I was drawn to historical periods as personal interest. For example, as a Spanish teacher, I have a natural inquisitiveness for Spain and the Latino culture, and perhaps that inquisitiveness for Spain led to me writing about the Inquisition and having a character in that time period. I'd say my own family folklore was another factor. My wife is a cousin of Bess Myerson, who was the first and only Jewish Miss America, which is how Myerson found her way into my book.

MG: Is there one specific sort of event that while you were writing it or researching that surprised you in some way?

JB: I would say what surprised me most might not have been any specific event, but what surprised me were the recurring themes that happened. I did not expect as I wrote the book that certain themes would just recur throughout it and that was really a surprise for me. Running with those themes and making them meaningful was very special.

MG: Could you share what some of those themes were?

JB: One of them was, “Silence is the best blessing.” The main character has a lot of thought patterns as he suffers from obsessive compulsive disorder. Sometimes just having quietude is really very important, and that comes up throughout it. There is also a verse from, I believe Proverbs, that [states,] "A woman of valor who could find." The protagonist, one might say, shirks his responsibilities and leaves his wife to shoulder a large part of the responsibility. He comes to really recognize that his wife is his foundation, and that he really needs to be doing a better job of contributing to the overall household and to the care of their child. And that's the part of coming of age. So that refrain of a woman of valor and really treasuring his family members and appreciating who they are and contributing more, that was a theme that came about as well.

MG: Soldato is a book and record store in an arts center, so we understand how important it is for artists to have their own inspirations. Who are some musical, literary, or other artists who inspired you while writing these works?

JB: I was taking graduate writing courses at Mount Mary University in Milwaukee, Wisconsin--where this endeavor started and where you could say my novel was born-- and part of the course requirements was a book titled Kindred by Octavia Butler. Briefly, the main character is an African American woman who time travels to the antebellum South and must save the life of a slave owner, although that slave owner does despicable things; if she doesn't save him, she will no longer exist because she descends from him. That got me thinking about traveling to the past and the personal repercussions those past travels could have in the present era. ‘I'm also inspired by Hasidic tales. These are stories, many from the late 1600s and 1700s, and some until present day, that impart deep messages and very much resonate with me. There's a particular Hasidic story that was a springboard for my book. I don't know if this ever happened to you, but it happens to me: when you hear a story and it wedges in your psyche and your consciousness and fiber of your being for the rest of your life.

MG: Definitely.

JB: So there was a particular Hasidic story that did just that. Kindred and this particular Hasidic story were really the springboards for my book. One can wonder, what's the connection between a Hasidic story and a tale about the antebellum South? It's really about a shared relatable human experience. As I said, I believe my book really appeals to a mainstream audience because it speaks to that shared human experience that we all have.

MG: There's a universality to it.

JB: There's a transcendence of our particular backgrounds, our religion, our ethnicities, our heritage, and there is a shared human experience that I think we can all relate to.

MG: You will be having an event at Soldato on June 25th from 6:00 to 7:00. Would you like to share for readers what this event will entail?

JB: I'd be happy to. During my presentation, I will explore the novel's origins, the development of its central character and his relatability to the reader, the creative process behind key scenes, and the organic evolution of the story. I also discuss the challenges and rewards of the writing journey, offering an honest look at the path from concept to publication. And throughout the presentation, I weave in lighthearted humor when it naturally connects to the themes and events of the novel.

MG: What about this space and community at Soldato made you specifically interested in having an event here?

JB: When I visited Soldato, I was taken by its creative feel. As Soul Mission is a melding of genres, I think the intersection of literature and music that is embodied by Soldato reflects that cross-section. I appreciate that Soldato is a place where people from different walks of life come together to explore the art of literature and music, which are unifying elements, and having the ability to connect with this audience resonates with me.

MG: What would you like people to take away from reading Soul Mission?

JB: As I discussed earlier, I really did not have any agenda when writing Soul Mission. Rather, it evolved from an organic process. I think part of the specialness of books is that people can read the same text and derive different takeaways. Whatever those takeaways are, I like the readers to have a meaningful experience. I like the main character to feel relatable to the reader, to validate that at times, we might feel adrift and searching for something deeper. Everyone can relate to having journeys throughout our lives. The bottom line is-- I want it to be meaningful to the reader, no matter what the reader takes away from it.

MG: Lastly, is there anything else you'd like to share?

JB: I think for me personally, writing feels good for my soul. Like, when I don't write, I find something in life is lacking. It's sort of inexplicable. Although I fancy myself a writer, putting that into words and really encapsulating it is very difficult. There's just something that's missing. I'm already hard at work on my next novel. It contains diction that's a bit more flowery and somewhat more whimsical than Soul Mission, but still with elements of magical realism and exploring the meaningfulness of life. Like I said, a surprising outgrowth of the writing and publishing process is the opportunity to connect with more people, which I absolutely love. It's really a privilege and very meaningful to be able to do that.

Mia Guzzo: Could you please introduce yourself to readers who may just be discovering your work? 

Yolanda Simmons: Hello, everyone! My name is Yolanda Simmons-- people also call me Queen Yolanda. I am an educator, I'm a writer. I sing and I sell crystal jewelry, as well. There are other things, [but] those are just a few of the types of things I'm involved in.

MG: Very multi-talented. 

YS: Yes, I've been told that. 

MG: Speaking of being multi-talented, you are a creative that works with many different mediums, like we talked about, [so] is there a common theme that connects all of them besides being made by you, of course?

YS: I would say the common theme besides me is collectiveness. Graciousness, gratitude, appreciation, love-- I’m a very giving person. When I think about it, be it the crystals or even the book P.E.A.C.E.: Progressive Evolution and Conscious Expansion or Backstage Grace, it's my desire to wanna help others. My heart's desire and goal before I leave this planet is to leave good information and work and resources.

MG: How would you describe the publication P.E.A.C.E.?

YS: P.E.A.C.E.: Progressive Evolution and Conscious Expansion is a series of poems and prose that gives you a glimpse about the life of a woman from childhood through adulthood and some of the things that she encountered, experienced, and thought about. Now, it just so happens that person is me. I'm what they call a melanated woman, so some of the challenges that I faced may be different from someone that is of lighter complexion. I even talk about that. I have some portions in there from my mom's life and mine that I've combined as well as friends.

MG: So it blends in a lot of different things about your individual life, but also the different influences that impact you or that come up around you [and it seems like] there’s no reason to not address that or bring that in. 

YS: Right. The poems that are in that particular literature are poems that I wrote in my 20s up until now-- and I'm still writing. I haven't finished evolving.

MG: No one finishes evolving, do they?

YS: No, not until we're six feet under.

MG: Could you share more about Backstage Grace now? 

YS: Yes, Backstage Grace is very special to me because I want to leave [behind] positive works. Having been a person that had the opportunity to work for one of the most famous celebrities on the planet during the '60s and '70s up through now, and having worked with her as her personal assistant, I wanted to leave some positive information about my experience with her because it was actually wonderful. That person was Mary Wilson from The Supremes, who was just a very, very good light. I consider her a big sister. 

MG: Something you mentioned that I'm just interested in is [how] you said that you like to leave positive works, but with P.E.A.C.E., you don't shy away from talking about heavier topics. Do those two things kind of conflict for you?

YS: No, I don't think it's conflicting. I think it's important because it helps others that may be going through the same thing. There's another reading and piece called “Roles,” and it talks about the roles that men and women have and how our society pigeonholes them in this box. The roles aren't necessarily just in a box. It's not like men just act this way and women just act this way, even though in some societies that's the way we're raised. But those of us that are more open and aware are finding that those lines do get blurred and are crossed. 

MG: In our last interview we were talking about the importance of grace while assisting others. I'm wondering if the way that you do that with P.E.A.C.E. is just making sure that other people know that if it's something they've gone through, that other people have gone through it as well?

YS: Absolutely. Others have gone through it and in P.E.A.C.E. you may even find some insight on how the writer chose to get through situations. I guess because I'm so spiritually based, you definitely find that spirituality and peace aspect; just having belief in a higher power because knowing that it isn't of my own that I'm able to do anything because I'm being looked after and I'm gonna be okay. …Sometimes it takes a lot of time to recover, but there is always someone in your corner, someone looking out for you. 

MG: We at Soldato know how important it is for artists to have their own artistic inspirations. Who are and were some musical, literary, or other artists that inspired you while writing these works?

YS: Iyanla Vanzant with the writing because she writes  literature-- like self-help books-- to inspire people, to encourage people, to help heal people. Some of my favorite female vocalists are Chaka Khan,  the late Karen Carpenter, Gladys Knight. I can't forget my lookalike, Rochelle Ferrell.  Poets: Nikki Giovanni and Sonia Sanchez, just to name a few. Those are old school, but you know, at my age now, I’m old school. The Supremes, and I mention this in Backstage Grace, The Supremes were my favorite girl group when I was a little girl. Who would've ever thought I would end up working for a Supreme? I still shake my head when I think about things like that; the dreams and aspirations we have as a child, and then when they come to pass as an adult.

MG: You're [going to] be having an event at Soldato on June 18th from 6:00 to 8:00pm . This is one of a couple Soldato events that you've had, so what about this space and community keeps you coming back to hold these events? 

YS: I like the intimacy of this space, and I like that it gives people an opportunity to connect-- I mean, it's centered in Rutherford in the middle of everything. The cool thing is with Soldato having the records and the books [that] people can get to shop. I've had friends that when they come, they always say, "Oh my God, they have albums," and they're so excited. Some people still want to play their albums, you know? And so, but when it comes to doing an event, that's what I really like, the intimacy and the ability just for people to be able to connect in a space with whatever's going on. I'm gonna have a little takeaway gift for everybody that attends the event because I want people to definitely feel uplifted when they come. We're gonna have some poetry, storytelling, music, singing, and we'll see what else. You never know.

So I'm looking forward to the 18th. If I may share, I had a best friend of mine that passed, and that best friend was a major part of me getting involved with music at a professional level. That person was also the person that introduced me to Mary Wilson. Their passing had a major [impact on me.] It just feels like part of my spirit was poked. One of the things for me is whenever I feel down, and it was like this when I was a child, music and writing always helped me feel better. 

MG: Thank you for sharing, and I'm sure that person will be with you on that day in whatever way.  What would you like readers to take away from these publications? 

YS: To live their life fully, unapologetically, and joyfully. No matter what you've gone through, no matter what you're going through.

MG: Lastly, is there anything else you'd like to share?

YS: There really isn't anything that stands out except that I just invite you all to come out. You will have a nice time. Since it’s just a couple of hours, we gonna hit it, do what we gotta do, and then we're gonna leave and go home. It'll be a nice event, and while you're here, don't forget to look in Soldato. They have plenty here. There's always something for everybody. If you haven't gotten any of the books, we of course will have the books here. I can sign your book as well--  it'd be my pleasure to do just that.

Mia Guzzo: Could you please introduce yourself for readers who may just be discovering your work?

Steven Farkas: I'm author Steven Farkas. I'm a horror and science fiction author and I've written about 20 books. One of the sci-fi things that people really like is my Blue Blaze series; it's a crime series set 300 years in the future where the private detective is a robot. Then I have a bunch of horror books, mostly.

MG: So you said that you have about 20 books out, and you've written a great amount of books within the horror and science fiction genre, so what interests you about these genres that keeps you coming back to write more?

SF: Why I became a horror and science fiction writer is because when I was a kid, what really introduced me to literature was horror books-- H.P. Lovecraft, Edgar Allan Poe, to a lesser extent Stephen King because I think my parents thought reading Poe was safer than reading King. So, in some ways, I think that I became a horror author because I had always loved it since I was young. Then science fiction kind of came in maybe a little bit later with, you know, things like Philip K Dick and his stories. I think that, in some ways, the Blue Blaze series came about because of Philip K. Dick stories that I was reading at that time, and I thought, "Wouldn't it be cool if a James Cain story," who was one of my other favorite authors, "was set 300 years in the future?" You know, it had both that crime and sci-fi combination. I think that's why I write what I write, because I write in some ways what I know or what excites me. What do I wanna see? What do I wanna read?

MG: I've heard some of the best advice for writers is that you should be writing what you would wanna read. Why would anybody else wanna read it if you don't even wanna write it? Speaking of some publications you put out, how would you describe these novellas, Blood Rose and Something Evil This Way Comes?

SF: Well, how do I describe it? Blood Rose didn't end the way it had originally started. It almost was more shallow; I started it as she was gonna go into the city, she is a child of wealth and some guy would get mad because she would not like his advances towards her, so he was gonna get angry and kill her. Then I thought, "That's so trite." I wanted it to be a little deeper, and so that's why I added the other backstory with the father and then you go through it, and it's almost a mystery too. There were issues between her family and the police, and why things get swept under the rug in a small town. So that was really all of my idea with Blood Rose. Now, Something Evil This Way Comes, goes back to Ray Bradbury and Something Wicked This Way Comes. I had this idea of this sort of ethereal demon out there-- he comes and people don't really know that he is. You know, this random bookstore shows up on a stormy night. So his idea was a circus, my idea was a demon-owned bookstore.

MG: There's the theme within Blood Rose about revenge and punishment, not only from people around you, but the dead literally catching up with you. Would you like to speak about how you formed the narrative to fit around those themes?

SF: I just thought, "This, this is the way I want the story to be." It changed over time, and I'm always tweaking. I'm typing [and thinking,] "Wouldn't this be better? Wouldn't this be better?" So I don't know that, I don't know that I really thought about it in that way. I was just thinking, "All right. This is the town. These are the people. This is the conflict. This is the..." You know what I mean? Whether it was a demon or whether it was the ghost who's having to almost solve her own crime because the police aren't willing to do it. So it's sort of like the story starts to guide me, versus me guiding the story. That's what keeps it exciting.

MG: Soldato is a book and record store, so of course we understand how important it is for artists to have their own artistic inspirations. Who are some of your musical, literary, or any other artists that inspired you while writing these?

SF: Poe, H.P. Lovecraft, and Philip K. Dick was probably my biggest background in why I write what I write. Mm-hmm. I think it was because as a young person, I was drawn to those stories, and so now I've created my own version of those stories. As far as music goes, I could go anywhere from Ozzy Osbourne to Sinatra, Bing Crosby. I have a broad range of music, but literature's more just horror and science fiction.

MG: So you're gonna be having a signing at Soldato on June 11th. What about connecting to local readers and local stores is important to you?

SF: I think we have to have local stores, because they're the place where I feel the town can gather. I have always seen the local bookstore as more than just the bookstore, but as a community gathering place because you can have authors come there. You get to meet the local creative community as well, even if you're not going out of your way to go to an event or something. Sometimes I'll go to an independent bookstore and there'll be a local author there that just comes in and meets me, and then the next thing I know, we're doing a joint event six months later. I do my own horror book festival in the fall-- Books and Beers: New Jersey Scary Stories Book Fest. This is the sixth year we're doing it. The authors don't pay, nobody pays to go there, I don't charge anybody anything. So October 10th and 11th this year. Again, that's going back to supporting your local artists, local authors, local stores. It's all reciprocal.

MG: Why should people read Blood Rose and Something Evil This Way Comes?

SF: They're great stories. They deal with a lot of cultural issues [but]I think it's a fun read. It was a fun write. Read it to enjoy it.

Before the reading of her debut collection at Soldato on April 26th at 5:00pm, Denise La Neve came in to discuss more about her poetic journey through forgotten, global, and her own intimate history with Half-Lives of the Radium Girls.

 Mia Guzzo: How has your creative and professional background brought you now to writing this book? 

 Denise La Neve: I have been writing poetry for over 25 years and eventually I wanted to do a book and I always put it off because I just didn't have enough time, but I had actually someone who really wanted me to do one-- my publisher actually-- and, so, I gathered some of my poems together, and then decided, okay, I'm gonna to look at these poems and this one is gonna be my narrative. I just felt that, for me, separating the poems into sections was an organic experience and I enjoyed doing it actually. I just had a great time putting it together.

 MG: How would you describe this book, Half Lives of the Radium Girls? 

 DLN: Well, for me, it was intimate. I know there are historic pieces in there and also pieces on other people, especially women, but for me, it was a very intimate process. The poems mean something broader than my personal experiences. In a lot of my poems, there are people I refer to but I don't give a name and that wasn't initially intentional, but it became more so in my work because I didn't want it to just be about my mother or my grandmother. I wanted [these poems] to be broad enough that when, especially on something like loss, people could connect on the same emotions, not in the exact way and to this exact degree. 

 MG: Something that is very interesting to me is how you write about these extraordinary, and not with a positive connotation, historical events [where] these women in history suffered some terrible things. So I'm wondering how you, and if you did try to, make these events relatable while writing?

 DLN: When I was coming across these historical events, part of me reacted to it because I am a woman and this is a female injustice that had occurred and with the title poem, “Half Lives of the Radium Girls,” they knew at a certain point that it was bad and they continued to let these women lick the brushes so that they could paint the dials with radium. I know this is a weak word, but it was so unfair. There was no way as I wrote the poem that I could make that any less horrifying. I think it's necessary to know that these things happen because [if not,] they'll just happen again and they have happened again. The idea that greed, that money is more important than a human life is not a male versus female issue. This is not about getting enough money, it's your life. You know, the quality of your life that's being attacked.

 MG: I feel like these are some of those things where when you hear about them, it's almost-- to use that word again, because I don't think it's a weak word-- it's almost too unfair to put into words. However, was this collection a way to do that? To make tangible some of that tragedy that we don't always talk about? 

 DLN: I wanted to bring out some of the bad things that have happened because what did it do? It brought about change. It brought about change with the Triangle Shirtwaist Factory [with how] the state wanted businesses to handle workplaces. They're like small things that happen, but when they happen and the people that are being abused win, it makes a difference. It makes a difference in the laws. Throughout history, it's like you take three steps forward, and then you may go back four steps, but you're always trying to move forward.  I wrote about Frida Khalo because I thought she was a strong woman. She was in a position where she had a lot of horrific pain and she made some of the most outstanding paintings that you'll ever see. They [paintings] are beautiful. I love her work and so I [wrote about her] because I found her compelling. The other women, because I never… I never really heard of them. I wanted to write poems on them so that they wouldn't be forgotten, because when you forget somebody, they disappear. I feel it is a way of remembering some of these individuals.

 MG: As you mentioned that you're very deeply involved in poetry, is there something you learned while publishing your first poetry book that you wouldn't have known just by doing anthologies or editing? 

 DLN: Let's see. Well, the time it takes. I gotta say the time it takes [but] it was, it's a fun process. … It's just the small parts of it like: what am I gonna do? Am I gonna put this poem in or not? I've done the sections in anthologies too, so I did have, uh, a basis for dividing poems into themes and I do like doing that because I like the idea of bringing, making the poems a narrative. So the sections are these chapters, but there's this overarching narrative that I’m  trying to do with the poems. 

 MG: As Soldado is a book and record store in the Williams Center, we understand how important it is for artists to have their own artistic inspirations. Who are some musical literary or any kind of artists that inspired you while writing this? 

 DLN: I get inspiration actually from people we've hosted at readings and other readings that I've gone to or participated in. The poetry community is actually quite large-- it might be segmented, but it's large. When you get to see these different people, their different ideas, the different voices, it's kind of like: “Well, maybe I could do that, or maybe I could do that with this tweak,” because each person has their own voice. Your voice is always gonna come out and be there. 

 MG: Even with bigger things that happen, it goes through the lens of what you think about it and your own life experiences that are gonna indicate or bring you to your thoughts about it and how it makes you feel and its choices of what you use as a metaphor, you know? 

 DLN: True. I mean, my husband is in science, so I get exposure there. Maybe that's how I wound up with some of those science-oriented poems. I gotta admit, I have developed an interest in Quantum theory and other scientific ideas. 

 MG: You will be having a reading of Half-Lives of the Radium Girls at Soldato on the 26th of April starting at 5pm. What about live events do you enjoy and why is it important for you to connect with local venues to put them on? 

 DLN: Local venues are a great place. They provide a diversity of clientele. People who actually come to the local places to hear somebody want to hear, they're not being dragged to the venue. I really enjoy when I'm reading to look up and can have eye contact with someone in the audience. It's a great feeling and it's just wonderful to be in a room with people listening to what you're saying and then afterwards you get to talk about it and talk with them as well. Especially with poetry, I think it is a medium that's meant to be spoken, but you don't always get that opportunity.

 MG: Why should people read Half Lives of the Radium Girls? 

 DLN: Well, why read anything? But I like that question. You know, I can only tell people how I perceive the world, what I think is important, and that's what the poems are about. Whether or not they will connect, I hope they do and I will be very happy that they do, but I'm just putting out ideas. 

 MG: Is there anything I didn't ask about that you would like to share? 

DLN: My husband and I have co-host readings and it is important to me because we got to meet a lot of people. We've got to hear such diverse voices and it's incredible to be part of the poetic community. And it's fun. I've come across people who are afraid to read, and I understand that;  I was terrified the first time I went to read. The more times you get up, the more comfortable you feel in your own skin and in your own words. I would want to share that with anybody who's afraid of going up there. It's actually a wonderful place where you can connect with people because that's really what poetry is about. People are out there and they want to listen.

Leading up to the reading of his newest project, “The Box of Torrone,” at Soldato on April 14th from 6:30-8:00pm, John J. Trause came in to talk about inspirations for his newest publication, seeking out community as a writer, and (of course) torrone.

Mia Guzzo: Could you share some of your creative and professional background? 

John J. Trause: My professional background is in librarianship. I’m currently the director of the Oradell Public Library and I've been there since March of 2010 … I started off at the Elizabeth Public Library in 1987 and worked there until 1991. When I started work there, I was put in a professional position but there was no other distinction maybe between me and the other librarians. The only thing is I had a promise to go to library school, which I really wasn't going to do, but within two weeks I knew this is what I wanted to do for the rest of my life.  My professional literary background started in high school… but it wasn't until college that I started taking it seriously. Originally I only shared my work with friends and family, but then it was a classmate, David Messineo, at Fordham University who really pushed me to start taking it seriously, to submit to his newly founded college literary journal Alternative Motifs, and to participate in readings and that type of thing.

MG: It seems like it was very community-based, right?

JJT: Yes. Well, everything I do is community based; my job-- obviously, being a director of a library-- but also my outlook on literature has always been looking back on tradition, in recognizing that very few writers write in isolation. They might write on their own, but it's always within a community. I mean, there were some exceptions, but for the most part, it's communities that produce culture. 

MG: In what way do you think that community found its way into this specific collection? How did tradition and passing that along form this collection? 

JJT: Well,  this collection is very much experimental. I mean, there's some traditional work in there, but so much of it is just visually experimental. Some of the biggest influences on my writing are the early Modernists who did kind of form a community. There was no distinction. You know, you had painters who also were poets. So, the book itself really connects very strongly with the traditions that developed in the late 19th into the 20th century.  Even if people may not have disagreed aesthetically, they still formed and they still created. Modernism-- capital M. 

MG: You have to be around people to be able to disagree with them. 

JJT: Right, exactly. 

MG: How would you describe this collection? 

JJT: Very simply, it is a collection of poems about the Italian nougat torrone. My aunt, who is now deceased, was born in Italy and for every Christmas would give me a box of torrone. One year I received a box from her that had six flavors and each flavor was associated with a city in Italy. The pairings really interested me because they weren't intuitive. Like, what do coconuts have to do with Pisa? That became the challenge, I wanted to write poems about this. So the conception of the idea came in 2004, but it wasn't published until January of 2026 because I really took my time composing it. 

MG: Is there something that specifically inspired you to go across the finish line? Was there a sort of  final thing that made you [say:] “Okay, this collection is ready now?” 

JJT: I wrote a set of three poems to introduce the collection and I don't even know if I thought it would be a book. I finished [the bigger poems] during the pandemic when I was completing many, many projects, on which I was procrastinating before the pandemic. … I've had other books published between conception and publication of this book, but I love the idea of taking one's time, being very careful, and letting things develop because that is sort of the process of another period in literary history that is very important to me-- the Hellenistic period. So we're dealing with  the Greek poets in the, no one ever calls it this, sort of little diaspora after Alexander the Great. There, the Hellenistic poets developed this taste for a very erudite type of writing with multiple references and arcane knowledge and that type of thing. There are certain projects that you just sort of write it all out and then it's like: “Oh, this is ready to go,” or you sort of sit on all of them and let them marinate, if you will. Usually, once I complete a manuscript, it's ready to go-- that’s more of a collection [but] this was a project. My other more recent books have been collections.

MG: That makes a lot of sense that you would call it more of a project than a collection. Something that I was specifically curious about, and you mentioned it a little bit, but some of the sections seemed more daunting to talk about than others. I am [wondering] about the ones that seemed to come easier and what the process of getting those down was like. 

JJT: I would say that the introductory suite of three poems called “In the Box of Torrone,” as that was in response to a collaborative project-- a one shot journal issue called Parse… So that came to me pretty easily. I would say the next poem I wrote came a year later and that was, again, another collaborative project. [It is] called ‘Inside Out’ where poets are photographed naked in some way or other. I had to write a poem and I decided, “Let me tackle Lemons and Naples,” because the photographer of the project Anna Siano was born in Naples. [The ‘Lemons’ section] is a little more straightforward. I mean, it's still collage-like in certain ways, but it's not as wild as some of the others and, therefore it reflects, I would say, Naples being a little slower and not as flashy as the cities of Central and northern Italy. 

MG: What about these more experimental or visual poems worked for this project? 

JJT: I think it worked because of the complexity of the subject I'm writing about. Flavors bring up cultural history [and] I wanted an actual approach to those cities that are not necessarily cliché. So, because it is a complex idea where I have to fulfill, or I felt I had to, fulfill a number of requirements, culture, history, place. I needed to do it in a way that suggests a sophistication and a sense of experimentation. You know, Italy's culture is well known for its design, well-known for its experimentation, but is very traditional in other aspects. 

MG: We’ve talked a bit about community already, so I’m wondering if those cultural references are a way to bring community into it. 

JJT: It could be. I realize with a lot of my poetry how some people might find it, I don't know if the word is “off-putting”, but some people say, “I don't understand,” or,” what's going on.” I want to bring people in and, even though it may be more difficult, that's the kind of literature I like. I'm aware that on the surface people may have some difficulty getting in, but this is one way I do build community. One way that I also, I would say, create a community around the book is when I perform it-- I've gotten other people to take roles. The way Joel [Allegretti] did [at his Soldato event,] he asked me and Denise La Neve, who has a reading coming up here. I've been doing that all along, involving other people in the work I create, especially if it has multiple voices. So that's how, one way of creating a sense of community.

MG: So talking about these performances and speaking of community, the portrait that you had shot with Anna Sano for ‘Inside Out,’ focusing on the vulnerability of being a writer, is that vulnerability that comes with writing and performing a hurdle for you, or is it something that you enjoy?

JJT: I enjoy that. I don't necessarily feel vulnerable when I write and when I present, I just feel I have something to share and I want to share it. I think people who are more like Romantic,  capital R, might view themselves as sort of a vulnerable writer. … But I don't know if I ever did. I mean, I would feel vulnerable if I felt I wasn't being given certain credit…, but I would say writing and performing for me is almost like invincibility. 

MG: We've talked a bit about it, but as Soldato is a book and record store, who are some musical and literary artists that inspired you while writing this collection?

JJT: I would say Ezra Pound, certainly, the Italian film director. Vittorio De Sica for sure, because I use a film in particular Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow as a structure within the book. Michelangelo Antonioni’s is in here [the book] . One of the poems is inspired by a brief, brief scene in The Exorcist . Even if I'm echoing or quoting, I'm usually not just quoting one source. As far as a visual, I can't necessarily pinpoint a painting or particular music. I guess I'm not really picturing anything except maybe photographic images of Italy. The cities in Italy maybe, but I can't pinpoint a particular photographer. I would say that a lot of the poets who have done visual work [that make you ask: “is it] artwork or is it literary?” It's both. 

MG:  So it's less like concrete references you'd say, besides quotes, [and] more just like these associations that come up with all of these different associations. 

JJT: Yes, right. That's how I think, I would say I'm always making these connections and seeing things like that. 

MG: You're going to be having a reading here in the Williams Center on April 14th from 6:30-8pm. What about live events do you enjoy and why is it important for you to connect with these local venues?

JJT: I love various reading series that usually include features and an open mic. I also just sometimes go to open mics to see what's out there, connect with other writers. My connection to Soldato is through Rutherford’s participation in Creative Bergen’s Arts Amble. I saw that there was going to be  an event, a poetry reading,at Soldato. I went to check out this new bookstore,  met Nate, and we were talking, and I said, “I'm a poet, blah, blah, blah. This is cool that you’re doing something here,” So he invited me to participate in the reading there, and I met a bunch of cool people, some of whom I'm still in touch with. Over time, I just wanted to continue to be involved with Soldato; I just love to make these connections and bring different communities together. 

MG: Why should people read “The Box of Torrone?” 

JJT: People should read “The Box of Torrone,” they should buy it, but they should read it because it represents ideas people like. People love to travel. People love to go to Italy [but] I'm taking a very different tack on what Italian culture is. People love chocolate, people love flavors, so I'm taking a completely different tack. Although the book itself may be challenging in that way, everybody tells me it's fun. Even though it may seem daunting, it's fun and they may learn something. I think it'll please them overall. It's fun-- I think that's the big key. I agree. But I'm fully aware that, you know, it may be daunting. 

MG: Most poetry is. 

JJT: Yeah, that's true in a way.

MG: Is there anything I didn't ask that you'd like to share? 

JJT: Yes. I almost see everything I do as a totality, as if life itself is a work of art. I realized, at least in the literary sphere of my life, all my books are connected to each other. Not just because I wrote them, but whether it's themes, whether it's titles, whether it's cover illustrations, all of them are connected in some way. That represents how I see the world, that everything is connected. I mean, it's about community. This world is a community, you know, even my concept of God, which is a very traditional Christian view of God, three persons-- that's a community. God is a community and it's all built around that connection. That’s how I see the world, and that's how I operate in all the spheres of my life, including my literary sphere and the publication of the books.

Mia Guzzo: Could you please introduce yourself and share your creative and professional background?

Yolanda Simmons: Sure, I’m Yolanda Simmons aka Queen Yolanda. My creative background is in fashion, beauty, and the performing arts. My professional background is quite diverse: clerical, administrative assistant, educator, beauty, retail, music - should I go on?

MG: Your career has been varied and you have worked through many different disciplines-- what draws you specifically to writing and teaching?

YS: Writing and teaching have always been a part of my life. My first teaching role was as a Sunday School Teacher in my Grandmother’s church [when] I was in middle school-- I loved to read as a child. When I entered high school, I would keep a journal and write my thoughts, my ideas down. So, for me it is just something I enjoyed when young that I have focused on manifesting into a product to share with others now, which is something I always desired doing.

MG: You state on page 60, ‘"If you are really a performer, your inner core will scream out that you must do it." That hit me deeply. For me, the call wasn't just about performing. It was about being connected—to music, to artistry....” When did you discover this call within yourself and what was the process of answering that call?

YS: When my drama professor said that line, it hit me like a ton of bricks. He, Dr. McElroy, was speaking in reference to being an actor. But for me, it was about the entire experience of the industry. When I was a young girl, I loved putting together programs for the holidays at my church and once I saw people acting on television, it expanded my interest even more. All I knew was that I wanted to be a part of entertainment.  And when I saw my first Broadway play, “Your Arms Are Too Short to Box With God” in June of 1972, that experience resonated even further in my spirit that I wanted to be involved in the industry in some capacity.

MG: How would you describe your newest publication, Backstage Grace?

YS: Backstage Grace is an uplifting memoir about my life as a personal assistant to one of music’s most respected icons, Ms. Mary Wilson of the Supremes. But not only that, in this book you’ll learn about professional etiquette skills I applied that helped me to better organize and manage my goals I pursued in life. Through sharing my experiences, I hope to encourage someone else to live their best life, like Ms. Wilson did for me.

MG: Not only does this novel provide interesting and compelling stories about your time with Ms. Mary Wilson of The Supremes, but shares the knowledge that you gained while working with her. What inspired you to write a how-to mixed with a memoir?

YS: When standing in front of an audience or even speaking with someone one on one, I always desire to impact them in a positive way. It is my innate desire to inspire and/or encourage others; that is my mission: “To use encouragement and/or inspiration to transform lives in a positive way.” So, I wanted to write a memoir that showcases a positive light about Ms. Wilson. Why? Because she deserves it.  In sharing my truth as a personal assistant, it had to provide dialogue on assisting others in their own journey-- their own role in serving as an assistant to someone.

MG: At the end of each chapter, there is a reflection and a prompt for the readers to consider. How did this choice come about and why do you urge the readers to engage with themselves and the text in this way?

YS: I wanted this book to not just be a memoir, but to really help others. Though it is not a journal, it most certainly offers the reader the opportunity to journal. I found journaling to be a wonderful tool for my own pursuit of happiness. You see, I wanted to provide an opportunity for the reader to not just read stories, but review key points and then pause, reflect, then even write and apply if they so choose.

MG: You discuss how getting to work with Mrs. Wilson was divine alignment, could you describe a bit more about what divine alignment means to you?

YS: Wow. Divine alignment for me is not so much that it was a supernatural experience, but it was an experience in which systems and things flowed naturally; there was no concerted effort to manipulate anyone or anything for the opportunity to come forth, I was just being me. What was even more phenomenal or extraordinary was that because of my background I was ready or the opportunity when it showed up in my life.

MG: Are there other ways divine alignment has come up in your career?

YS: Absolutely, when I got my job as a makeup artist for Fashion Fair Cosmetics, all of my adjunct professor jobs are area universities and colleges, my coordinator position with Newark Best Friends… need I go on?  The way we move, how we treat others and interact with others, one just never knows where it can lead.

MG: What was it like for you to reflect on these experiences you had while working with Ms. Wilson and share them with the world? 

YS: As I wrote down various experiences throughout these past 5 years, I smiled a lot. I was also amazed at the many experiences and persons I had the opportunity to meet, for many of them I only heard them speak or sing on the radio and or television. I felt happiness and so much gratitude.

MG: You mention how music and art impacted your career greatly. Who are some musicians and authors that inspire you? 

YS: Well, to name a few, [for] authors: Iyanla Vanzant, Nikki Giovanni, Susan Taylor, Sonia Sanchez, Linda Goodman. Musicians: Earth, Wind and Fire, Stevie Wonder, Aretha [and]singers: The Supremes, Chaka Khan, Karen Carpenter, Gladys Knight, Rachel Ferrell, Anita Baker

MG: You will be having an event for Backstage Grace at Soldato on December 14th from 5-7pm. Why is it important for you to connect with local venues like Soldato and be a part of this artistic community?

YS: We are helpers of one another. As a Bergen County resident, I feel it is important to support our local venues. Having my event helps expose others to Soldato’s space and the products they offer. At last year’s book signing most of the attendees had never been to Soldato, so they were made aware of a new venue-- and they loved it!  Being part of this artistic community has been exciting. I’ve been well received. I performed at the Rutherford Multicultural Festival numerous times as a singer and recited poetry. So, I’m grateful for the chance to share my gifts and talents. The local venues/community help to inspire artists to keep going and vice versa. Connecting with one another strengthens the buzz and widens the circle of influence so that others may choose to partake in the experience.

MG: Why should people read Backstage Grace?

YS: Read Backstage Grace because it’s a real talk read, an easy read, a revealing read, and an uplifting read on living your best life while supporting another person. I managed to create balance and want others to see that when reading and to apply it to their own life, so they can be successful in whatever they choose to do in life.

MG: Is there anything I didn’t ask about that you would like to share?

YS: Thank you so much for this opportunity to engage in dialogue with you about Backstage Grace: A Guide to Serving With Excellence, Poise and Heart.

With the upcoming reading of his short story collection, Let’s All Be Happy Today, on December 6th at Soldato Books & Records, Joel Allegretti shares the influences behind this publication, the realities behind the American dream, and what community means for him as a writer. 

Mia Guzzo: Could you please introduce yourself and share some of your creative and professional background?

Joel Allegretti: My name is Joel Allegretti. I'm retired. My previous position was director of media relations for the American Institute of Certified Public Accountants. As far as my creative background is concerned, I'm predominantly a poet. I've published six books and chapbooks of poetry. My latest one came out in 2017. It’s called Platypus and contains poems, short stories, performance texts, and text art-- it has a little bit of everything, so I named it after an animal that has a little bit of everything. I also published a novella called Our Dolphin and edited a poetry anthology called Rabbit Ears: TV Poems Classical composers have set my poems to music, and I've co-written songs with the blues guitar player Son Lewis, who recorded them for a specialty label. I'm a member of the Academy of American Poets and ASCAP [The American Society of Composers, Authors and Publishers]. The book you're interviewing me about, Let's All Be Happy Today, is my first collection of short stories, all of which previously appeared in literary magazines and anthologies.

MG: You were talking about all of the different [works] that you've published, so what inspires you to explore all of these different writing mediums?

JA: Maybe I just don't know how to keep my mind on one thing. You know, it's interesting you ask that because, I think I realized this maybe four or five years ago : I gravitate toward the short form. Now, in addition to the literary stuff, I have a music background-- guitar. The song is a short form, poetry is a short form, and, of course, the short story is a short form.

MG: So how would you describe this collection of short stories, Let's All Be Happy Today?

JA: Well, I describe it in terms of influences and themes and plot lines: The Twilight Zone, Ray Bradbury, pulp fiction It's also [about how], in some respects, there's a sense of nostalgia for an old way of life, even if it was not always good. It's an exploration of American society.

MG: You mention the way we in American society often have nostalgia for old times even if they were not good times. Where do you see this and why do you question it?

JA: The example that comes immediately to mind is nostalgia for the 1960s. They were a very creative, energetic period. The civil-rights movement realized important goals, America put a man on the moon, and the music was superb. That said, we conveniently forget or choose to ignore how violent the decade actually was. I was a kid in the ‘60s. I remember the assassinations of JFK, RFK, and MLK. I remember Charles Manson. I remember inner-city riots and violent protests against the Vietnam War on college campuses. I grew up in East Brunswick and went to a parochial elementary school in the city of New Brunswick. I recall the city instituting a curfew in 1969 because of racial tensions. I remember the Weathermen. I was a student at a Jesuit high school in New York. I was in class when a few Weathermen blew themselves up in a Greenwich Village townhouse several blocks away in 1970.

MG: There's a wide array of themes and inspirations throughout these pieces, but do you find any recurring themes throughout your work that you keep coming back to?

JA: I seem to deal with the out of the ordinary in the ordinary and the ordinary in the out of the ordinary. We always have this idealized American dream and the idealized life and what it's all supposed to be, and you find out that it's never like that. Leave it to Beaver is as much fantasy as The Twilight Zone because nobody ever lived like that.

MG: Let's All Be Happy Today has been described as not pulling its punches when discussing difficult situations and actually leans into that uncomfortable truth. What is the value of this viewpoint as a writer and for readers?

JA: The idea of the uncomfortable situation goes back to Genesis with Eve getting scammed by the serpent. I think it's in our DNA. I like the tension. We all like the tension. That's what keeps you reading, the tension. As the majority of the 17 stories in Let’s All Be Happy Today reveal, I have a predilection for surprising endings. By its very nature, the surprise ending requires a preceding tension, a desire to relieve or escape the tension, and often a misplaced sense of comfort.

MG: What sets Let's All Be Happy Today apart from your other works?

JA: You can see that the same hand was involved in all of them because no matter what you write, the author is present. As much as the author may try to hide, I don't think they can. If you read my poetry and you read my prose, you'll see some of the same themes. in both.

MG: You're having this reading at Soldado Books & Records, so are there any artists, writers, or musicians that inspired you while writing this collection?

JA: Well, there's one story [in the collection] that deals with a made-up band from the early CBGB punk scene.. The band’s-- lead singer says that he didn't like much of the music at the time. He liked Muddy Waters, and he liked Paul Butterfield. That's the music I like. And he says that the only band he liked from that time was Mink Deville, which is really the only band I liked from that scene. I do like Patti Smith. She had a big influence on me in terms of poetry, performance. The literary influences would be pulp fiction; Ray Bradbury, and Rod Sterling, if he counts as a literary figure. Somebody who [didn’t] influence me directly, but when I read her, I realize I have to up my game is Toni Morrison. I think she's one of the best we have.

MG: You'll be having a signing or a reading of Let's All Be Happy Today at Soldato in the Williams Center on December 6th from 3-5pm. Why is it important for you to connect with these local venues and artists?

JA: You have to be a member of the community. This is where I live, and it’s a matter of being engaged. . You're inspired by the people you know, the people you just happen to encounter, and the things you see every day. As far as I know, we don't have another store like [Soldato] anywhere else in the area.

MG: In your opinion, what is the importance of community and connection for writers and artists?

JA: Writing is a solitary endeavor, and it’s very easy to embrace that solitude. No matter which art you pursue, when you’re involved in an artistic community, you feel the energy of the other artists, which encourages you to continue working and collaborating on projects, and you may be inspired to create works you otherwise wouldn’t create. Here’s an example pertaining to my last point. I’m predominantly a poet. A friend of mine, David Messineo, has been publishing Sensations Magazine for close to four decades, and he’s cultivated a community around his magazine. He’s published theme issues for the last decade. I wrote new work for those issues, and I think the poems I wrote for them are better than some of the poems I wrote on my own.

MG: So why should people read this collection?

JA: It's got a little something for everybody. Do you like science fiction? It's in there. Do you like crime fiction? It's in there. Do you like stories about Hollywood? In there. Stories about rock and roll, in there. Stories about unpleasant family members and family tensions, it's in there.

MG: Is there anything I didn't ask about that you'd like to share at the end of this?

JA: I do have a novel manuscript that I've been working on for a while. The title of the manuscript is Vera Peru, Euro-Siren of the Sixties. It’s a blend of Pulp Fiction and imaginary-celebrity-biography. The title character was inspired by Nico, who is best known for her brief membership in the Velvet Underground.

When the apocalypse is on your block and your world is ending again, who will you be calling to come hang out? Author Paula Macena answers this question and begs the reader to consider it, as well, with her narrative poetry chapbook release, “When The World Ends This Time.”

Macena will be bringing this local apocalypse to Rutherford on November 26th with a signing, reading, and Q&A event at Soldato Books & Records. Keep reading to find out more about how she self-published this chapbook, the inspirations behind it, the importance of community for artists, and how Macena says we can come-of-age again and again and again. 

Mia Guzzo: Could you please introduce yourself?

Paula Macena: I'm Paula, I'm a writer and an author and a community organizer, so I host a lot of poetry and music events under Pluto’s, where we also do publications. I currently live in LA but I'm Brazilian and I primarily grew up in New Jersey.  I graduated university with a degree in writing and film. I've been doing freelance work on and off for the past few years since living in LAI currently work in the educational system. I have another book [“Penance of the Byronic Hero”] that came out in 2023 and I founded Pluto's also in 2023. 

MG: While we're talking about self-publishing, what was this publication process like for you on your second [book] release and what was it like getting “When the World Ends This Time” out into the world?

PM: It was a bit time consuming, but not the worst, honestly. I did everything primarily myself as far as the formatting goes [but] I had some wonderful poet friends who reviewed and gave feedback on the poetry. I got the cover designed by two of my beautiful friends who are wonderful artists-- the [front] cover was by friend Soleil and the back was by Stephanie. I'm very lucky to have really cool artist friends who helped me out a lot along the way-- it was a pretty collaborative process with a lot of my homies, so it was awesome. I feel like self-publishing seems so intimidating for so many people, but I think if you have a good community backing you and helping you out with it, it's not that bad.

MG: So how would you describe “When the World Ends This Time?”

PM: I've been describing it as a kind of apocalyptic [piece], but it doesn't really have the traditional piece of apocalypse. That's why I call it your friendly neighborhood apocalypse and all of that, because it's not necessarily [about] a meteor hitting the earth. It's more like, “Everything's going to shit, let me go hang out with my friends.”

MG: I love the tagline, by the way, “your friendly neighborhood apocalypse.” I read that and I thought, “Oh, this is gonna be fantastic.” And it was. 

PM: I appreciate that. I like to have a theme for any poetry book I write, so this happened to be the theme for this one. I think it worked out really well-- a local apocalypse. 

MG: So what was the process of creating this narrative? Did you already have all the poems or did you sort of write it with that theme that you mentioned?

PM: Well, the poems were already written. Some of them were like, bits and pieces were written, but I had to polish it up, put it together, and then I just put them in the order. The way a chap book is different to me is that a lot of poetry collections just have the poems in there--  nothing against that. I also love poetry books, but I like it when there's a throughline in mind where, if you read it from beginning to end, it tells a story. So I'm really intentional about the order I put the poems in. I listen to a lot of music and my favorite albums are always the ones that are stories that you need to listen to in order to get the full story. I do that a lot for my poetry too. That's why I call it a narrative chat book because it's in that order for a reason and if you're reading it in that order, then it tells a story altogether. 

MG: Who are some poets or like you just mentioned, musical artists that inspired you while writing this collection, or just inspire you in general?

PM: I would say Richard Sicken is my top favorite poet-- love him down. Ocean Vuong, as well, and Rudy Francisco. I think they were all very formative to my writing. There's this one really small musician that I found when I was like 14-- flatsound. I loved flatsound so much when I was younger, and he also has some songs and he has some poetry with music in the back, and that was a big inspiration for me, like my whole life. I actually made a poetry EP for this, too. Kevin Abstract as well. His album American Boyfriend has always been so influential to me in my writing, especially because that one's like a perfect example of a narrative album, like beginning to end. It tells a story.  I do need to also mention [that] the epigraph in the book was from a song that I really love called Cool Street by Dogs on Shady Lane. It's in the beginning and it just says, “I'll give you everything that I can,” over and over and over again. That song was a massive inspiration when I was putting the books together and the band was kind enough, let me use those lines in an epigraph. I had to reach out to them and ask, and it was very sweet of them to say yes. 

MG: Happy that that worked out, putting it in the epigraph. It was a great lead in..

PM: Yes, and I was initially gonna put just the one line of, “I'll give you everything,” but I was like, I love how much this repeats itself. It's kind of like a little bit desperate. And I was like, yeah, I need that. That sets the tone, I feel like. Yeah. We need that desperation. 

MG: We need a little yearning. 

PM: Yeah, we need a little yearning. 

MG: So while we're talking about inspirations, one of my favorite lines was in Hometown Prophet: “I'm constantly convinced I'm the most unlikeable person ever, but I'll blame it on being from New Jersey.” Relatable. This is a bit of a homecoming event for you as you're based in California, but this book goes into the many different places and people who made you who you are. How, if at all, did all of these different influences make their way into your writing?

PM: I feel like it goes into everything I do, honestly, because I didn't have a traditional upbringing. I moved around so much, I stopped living with my parents when I was 14 because I went to boarding school. I never fully moved back in, but New Jersey was the most formative to me because that's where I spent my younger years-- it's where I lived in one place the longest amount of time. That [line] was pretty funny to me because I just thought of it and I didn't even think of it for a poem. I thought of it about myself and then I was like, well, I need to write this down. That's kind of good.  I feel like the primary thing that I think it influences is that because I grew up moving all over the place, I didn't have a traditional  coming-of-age-- like becoming a teenager and an adult and everything. Like it was very weird and all over the place for me and, because of that, I am obsessed with writing about coming-of-age and writing about hometowns. So I feel like that really influenced my writing because I became obsessed with this thing that I can't get. Let’s make it happen now.

MG: Do you see this book as a coming-of-age narrative?

PM: I think it's a bit of a coming-of-age narrative because I think we can come-of-age many times in our life. Coming-of-age is just going through some sort of transformative event and I do think the world ending is obviously gonna be a transformative event, you know, where you're a different person by the end of it.

MG: I like that perspective of it, saying that there are a lot of ways that we have a sort of coming of age because I think in a lot of fiction it's about how coming of age is one thing that happens once.

PM: I think it happens over and over and over again. When you're a teenager, there's this kind of traditional coming of age where it's like, oh, you're becoming an adult. That's the main thing. But then there's so many times in your adulthood. You're like, oh, now I'm a different adult. So I feel like it happens multiple times because we become so many different people throughout our lives. So yeah, I think we can have many. I personally have had many, but again, I didn't have a traditional upbringing. I think it just depends on your experiences. Some people might just have one, butI think that's a little bit boring. I think people should have as many as they can. 

MG: You end this book by saying “When the world ends, I know where I’ll run to. I hope you do too.” You don't have to share where that is for you if you don't want to, but why was this sentiment important  for you to leave with readers and what do you imagine that process of running to be? 

PM: I want to make sure people understand that's the point of the book; It's not the catastrophe of the world ending, that's just a backdrop, the point of the book is that you know who to turn to, that you know where your community is and where your friends are. It has this apocalyptic setting, but that's not the point. The point is: who do you go to when that happens? Who do you want around you when that happens? Who do you want around right now? Community is such a big thing for me--I really value it. It's so, so, so important for me and I think it seeps into everything I do, soI feel like that's kind of the core of the book as well. I almost took that out of my acknowledgement because it's very much like, it's the friends we make along the way, but it really is.  I don't see it as a process of running. I see it a little bit as like a surrender. Just like, “Oh, everything sucks. Let's hang out.” 

MG: Sometimes the world is ending for you and you just have to hang out with your friends. Go see a movie. 

PM: Exactly. It's like, “everything's going to shit, can you come over?” You know? That's the vibe. 

MG: So while we're talking about community, you're also the founder of Pluto's, which is a community for writers. Could you elaborate on how community plays a part in your work and within this book?

PM: It's kind of in everything I do. I'm Brazilian, I'm an immigrant, I grew up in the US and the only family I have here  is my mom, dad, and sister. All the rest of my family's in Brazil. So because of that, found family has always been a very important value to me, and I think to my biological family who lives here, as well, because that's a value I've had from a young age. That your family doesn't have to be blood related. Since I grew up moving around so much, I've had big little families everywhere I go. I love the family I have right now in California and they've really helped carry me through a lot this year. I think the same goes for Pluto’s.  So many people say that writing is like a solitary practice and I thought, that sucks and you're wrong. So I was like, okay, let's do something about it and I made Pluto’s so people can have more writer friends and have more writing community. 

MG: What do you think makes writing better when it's done together as opposed to by oneself? 

PM: Well, for one, feedback. I never trust shows that don't have a writer's room-- they just have one writer. You're writing something really bad and no one's gonna tell you. I also started attending open mics here in California pretty early on once I moved here and I made some of my closest friends through that because I met other poets who are also good at what they do and who also want feedback. I think it's so helpful to your work because if I didn't have these writer friends, I wouldn't have anyone to have given me feedback on this book. It's also really helpful in terms of accountability; I think writers will be more productive if we lean on each other, we'll have more inspiration, we'll have more accountability.

MG: You're having a signing of “When The World Ends This Time” at Soldato on November 26th from 4-7pm. Why is it important for you to connect with local venues, and we've talked about this, but be a part of an artistic community?

PM: I always love connecting with other writers [and with] readers-- just anyone who's interested in the same things that I am and I can have good conversations with. I love working with and supporting local venues. I love working with small venues, I love talking to the people that run them and learning how they started and how they maintain it. I think it's so crucial to support these venues and to connect with the artistic community because we need to keep this thing going. We need to support each other to keep the art going. I think it's always so important to support each other, and not just out of obligation, but also just for the joy of it; it's so fun to be at these events and to do them with new people or old friends, it's always such a good time. Poets and artists need to support venues; venues need to support artists. It's a give and take.

MG: Why should people read “When The World Ends This Time?” 

PM: I think it should be read by people who need it. Most people need it right now, but I wrote it particularly from the perspective of being queer, being an immigrant, being a woman, being this person in a world that primarily hates me or hates people like me.So I'm like, “Hey, if you feel like a world hates you a little bit right now too, this is for you.” I feel like a lot of people feel like that right now. I think that's the core of this book, and it's not necessarily to make people feel like they belong here with this book, I think it's just to make people think about, “Where do I belong? Where do I feel most comfortable? Where do I feel most like myself? Where do I turn to?” Kind of urging them onto that path to find where they do belong and where people do understand and love them.

MG: Is there anything I didn't ask about that you'd like to share? 

PM: I have a poetry EP that is out-- it's also called “What the World Ends This Time--” it has three poems from the book with backing music to it. And the music is so beautiful, I worked with my friend on it and we were so specific with what we wanted and it came out perfect. It's on all streaming platforms in the world at this time. I also have merch, I have hoodies and postcards and stuff like that, so that's really cool and fun.

With the upcoming book signing for her debut poetry collection, You Again, on November 8th at Soldato Books & Records, Megan Portorreal shares the emotional and artistic process of creating her dreamy collection, the inspirations behind it, and the power of vulnerability. 

Mia Guzzo: Could you please introduce yourself?

Megan Portorreal: I'm Megan Portorreal. I'm a 34 year old writer, creative, and avid journaler currently living in East Rutherford. My debut poetry and prose collection, You Again, comes out this month, on October 28. I'm a writer by trade. I studied creative writing at William Patterson University and I started out in journalism, but then I switched to copywriting in my late 20s. Currently, I'm the copy manager for three apparel brands in New York City and I write poetry and prose in my spare time. [I’ve] dabbled in a lot of writing, like all of the writing, all forms of it.

MG: This is a shorter question, but I'm sure it is very complex for you. How would you describe this collection of poems in your own words?

MP: Oh, boy. I think it's a moody, intimate collection about love, loss, friendship, and, honestly, everything in between, right? So in it, I try my best to capture the ache of holding on to memories and to people, the quiet triumph of eventually letting those people and memories go, and the familiar comfort of going in circles. This is also where the title comes from, the comfort of going in circles until one day, without realizing it, you come back to yourself. 

MG: You mention in the introduction how all the poems in this collection came from your old journals. What was the process of taking all of your journal entries across multiple journals and making them into one collection?

MP: It was a very hefty process. I have, at this time of recording, 35 journals-- when I started the collection, I think I had closer to 30-- so, it was a lot of going through each journal way back from the beginning. I went back and reread all of them from my teen years, my first journal that I revisited was one when I was 14 years old, all the way up until my 30s. It was a very emotional process, but I did notice that I was writing about the same people and the same struggles. Even from teenage years to my adult life, there were these same recurring struggles of love and friendships that just kept kind of coming back to haunt me almost.

MG: The themes of grief and love are very interwoven throughout your narrative, and you say [in the summary how] You Again, blurs the lines between memoir and poem as well as memory and dream. Could you talk a bit more about the ways that these themes coexist within your work?

MP: As far as grief and love go, I feel that you can't have love without grief, or love without pain. In fact, I think the more you do love and the stronger your feelings are for whoever-- your friends, your family, your romantic interests-- the deeper that pain and that grief will be if and when it were to end, right? So you can't have one without the other. They are complimentary and, I think, that's what makes love very beautiful and worthwhile. As far as blurring the lines between memoir and poem, memory and dreams, I think it all comes back to what your individual truth is. I can have a dream that feels real to me and will affect my decisions in real life, and that will become my reality. I play around a lot with dreams and memories in this collection, and in a way, it almost doesn't matter if something is a dream or not. It's all sort of a truth, you know, and it's your personal truth.

MG: This is going off of what you're saying about with the title You Again, and going back in like this cyclical pattern. “I Think We're Alone Now,” which is the first poem, ends with, to me, a clear proclamation that we're beginning. “He said, 'At the beginning,’” where “Heart Museum” ends a bit more open ended. So what was it like creating the narrative flow of this connection? 

MP: So I think after I revisited all of my journals, grabbed all of these pieces, spread them out, and was looking for commonalities and themes, I did see there was sort of like phases and stages that I was going through in chronological order, from my earliest journals onward, and whenever I met a new person, the same pattern would kind of repeat itself. I split [You Again] into three sections.  “From Strangers to Me” is part one and I think that one's pretty self explanatory. We all start out as strangers, and then we meet these people-- even family, everyone's new to us at some point. And when you're learning about them, your feelings start to grow. That section is kind of romantic and hopeful. Then in part two, [“Love & Pain”] I put poems that were about love and pain, and all of those themes, whether [that love is] romantic or familial or platonic, and the kind of pain that accompanies them-- even some about my dog. You know, there's all different kinds of love in that section, and I try to show the phases that you go through them and the heartbreak that usually stems from deep love and the haunting that you feel after you have had great loss and heartbreak and you feel absences.  And then part three is “You Again,” which comes back to how after all of that heartbreak and discovery and self reflection, you find yourself again. You come back to yourself. You have self trust. And I tried to end it on a very hopeful note, or an open ended note, because, honestly, the cycle will repeat itself. I do think you'll end up back at the beginning from strangers to more. And I wanted the book to kind of feel that way, that it could start over from the beginning once it's done. I try to capture the phases and the cycle of going in circles again and starting over and how that can be a painful process, but a beautiful [one].

MG:  You're having a reading at Soldado, I'll mention that more later, but we're a book and record store, so what poets or musicians inspired you [in writing this collection?]

MP: So as far as poets go, I'm a big fan of Lang Leav and Rupi Kaur. They are huge inspirations. It's inspiring to see women of color start off as self publishing, and, you know, have such a successful, beautiful career from that, and I'm self publishing, so I hope I can follow in those footsteps. I have so much respect for them both. I mentioned Chris Martin in a lot of my pieces-- I love Chris Martin from Coldplay. I'm really into pop right now, so I have to name drop Taylor Swift. Ariana Grande is another one. Her album, Eternal Sunshine is so lovely and cathartic-- it must have been so cathartic for her if it was for me. I always admire singer-songwriters who really are not afraid to wear their heart on their sleeve and write confessional songs about things they're going through, especially heartbreak and love and all of those things. It's so important to hear other people's experiences, you know, and it's very inspiring whenever they come out with any music, because I'm like, “Yes, they're so brave. I want to be brave too. Let's do it.”

MG: I definitely relate because sometimes I hear songs and it feels like, “Wow, I feel this exact way, but nobody's voiced it before.” You said, “I want to be brave like that,” and you are being brave like that.

MP: It is a little scary, but it's just something I feel so inclined to do, and I've always done it. I’m not afraid of being vulnerable. I think, like most people, the scary part comes with fear of judgment and scrutiny, but it's part of the process. And I really admire writers and singer-songwriters who can do that and continue to do that despite critique and the state of the world. It's so inspiring.

MG: You will be having a signing of you again in the Williams Center on November 8th from 10:00 AM to 2:00 PM after your release date on October 28th. Why is it important for you to connect with local venues and be a part of this artistic community? 

MP: As an independent writer, I think it's so important to establish relationships with other independent artists and bookstores, including Soldato, to help support each other in an otherwise very competitive industry. It's so important to build relationships with people in your neighborhood close by and establish this kind of circle where your roots are. I've lived in New Jersey my whole life and it's very important for me to establish that community. I've also been going to Soldado for a few years now. I mostly go for CDs because I collect them, but I also go for the books there-- they have a nice little manga section.  It means a lot to me that Soldato, other indie artists, and stores are willing to support me, give me a platform, and introduce me to their customers. It's important for me, too, to introduce my friends and followers to an independent bookstore that I really like to help bring them business. It's just so important to keep that local business alive and thriving, especially one as charming as Soldato. I think it's such a charming store, so it means a lot to me to partner with them.

MG: Why should people read You Again?

MP: Not just because I worked really hard on it, but I think of You Again as a mirror for the sentimental person, the kind hearted soul. It's not just a book about love and heartbreak, but it's also about the journey back to yourself. It's a comforting, hopeful read. Yes, there is lots of heartbreak and sadness and haunting in it, but it's the perfect companion for anyone who has gone through a breakup, has experienced loss, [or the] death of a loved one. It is a comforting piece that people can carry with them and lean on when they need it. It's a reminder that, yes, these things can be so painful, haunting, and you might need to revisit them again and again. It's a healing process, but it's so beautiful and it's beautiful because of that love and that feeling you have-- and that's so important to remember when you're going through heartbreak, pain, and sadness. It's so important to remember that you feel that depth of it because of your capacity to love and it shouldn't deter you from loving again.

MG: Thank you so much. I mean, I'm sold from that [answer]. Is there anything I didn't ask that you'd like to share? 

MP: In general when I was querying for this poetry book and eventually decided to self-publish, I learned a lot about the publishing industry and how it is really hard to debut poetry because it's not something you can easily turn into like a Netflix show. I think it deters people from pursuing poetry, studying poetry, or trying to break into the industry. It's just so important that we still hold onto poetry as something beautiful and worth studying. There are so many fiction authors who are wildly successful and, you know, I hope one day we could see more of a resurgence in poetry again. Poetry can be a very healing medium and if you love songs and music, that's poetry, you know, that's all poetry. I'm really excited to debut with a poetry collection. I have dabbled in all writing, all kinds of writing, but it means a lot to me to debut as a poet for its brevity, for its connections with musical lyricism, all of that. I hope that people will find this collection inspiring and I hope it resonates with them and maybe inspires them to try and romanticize their diary entries or everyday life. I hope [You Again] is an inspiring collection for people to romanticize their sentimentality and not be afraid to be vulnerable.